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I’m so sorry. I’m pathetic and I hope that you never find out..

I can’t really say more than that I’m so glad to be yours, and I’m starting to believe that you actually like me now. That you might think I’m good enough as I am. But yet I have doubt, so please don’t crush me. Please don’t crush me again.

Jun 18

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I thank you for not letting me go when I fail, when I fall, when I stumble, when I break down, when I cut myself to deal with the pain. You gave me back the ability to cry, and I thank you for that. And I am so grateful that you don’t abandon me when I burst into tears. That You hold me when I cry for hours, not letting go for one second.

But most of all, I thank you for loving me.

Jun 06

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